Yes, another one. I just think this is too necessary in this moment to drop. I just want to say that I’m really delighted with this quarter despite all of my insane thought processes. I’ve never been happier at school. Though I still think I need to tone down my attitude a lot and loosen up even more. I’ve been a little insensitive in order to maintain sanity, so I’m going to lose it some more. I think I just need to let myself ‘lose it’ in a lot of senses. I’ve been doing it more often lately and its been refreshing and relieving to know I’m still a normal (even thought I really don’t believe in that word) person who deserves things and can acquire them. I should probably stop using tumblr for this. Vocalizing certain things for me doesn’t always work, I’m still the only one who really hears them.
Disclaimer: You are probably wasting your time reading this. Especially since it is a novel.
Today I’ve been exhausted beyond belief thinking hard (Mac you’re rubbing off on me) about literally everything in my life right now. I don’t have any idea what I’m doing with myself. Last night I felt so out of control of everything surrounding me it made today seem like a dream.
Aww Rannaran I miss you too!!!! I got my dress from Neiman Marcus. Its by Phoebe Couture! I hope that helps you!!