June 2013
5 posts
i hope hope hope hope hope i can manage to focus on what’s actually important right now and remember why i do all this work.
May 2013
19 posts
Listening to people talk ethics makes me want to punch.
Lalala yeah this life is a movie and lolz.
As much as I want to be at peace with the absurdity that was/is this week, I cannot. I have no idea how I’m supposed to deal with everything going on. No idea at all. Even asking for help isn’t helping for once. I’m still trying to choose my ‘tude. Today it was chosen for me.
infoooodesssiiigggnnnn finish yourself i am a sleepy girl!
April 2013
60 posts
Ohh, every night I ask myself
Am I giving enough?
Am I?
If you never knew how much,
If you never felt all of my love.
I pray now you do, you do, you do, you do.
Ohh, every night I ask myself
Am I loving enough?
Am I?
right now my life feels like some awful social experiment where i’m taking all the bait. i don’t want positivity to cover up the way things are. i don’t want to find the light in this situation right now. i’m glowing red mad and i can’t just let my true feelings get stamped out or forgotten. i need this rage. i need to be mad. i deserve to be mad, so let me fizzle out crumble on my own terms.